March 16, 2010

couldn't sleep, i kept thinking about how you make me wanna cry, hurt myself, die, and just give up on everything. i don't wanna be like this, but i can't help it. you don't show me you care about me, or love me if you're doing this shit. i love you and all, but i dont get why i should love you. i wish i had some answers from you and God.